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It was not until after the birth of both his。。

   III

It was not until after the birth of both his
children that he entered one of his hunters in the hunt steeplechase.

Soon

swing the gun towards the enemy and fire

把炮口转向敌人开火

Huge cranes are swinging cargo up.

巨大的起重机正在吊运货物。


after the racing stable was again in full
swing at  Woodview.

Tears there

The police used torture to extort a confession from him.

警察对他用刑逼供。

He extorted a promise from me.

他硬要我答应。


were, and some family disunion, but time
extortsconcessions from all of
us. Mrs. Barfield had ceased to quarrel with her husband on the subject of
his racehorses, and he in his turn did not attempt to restrict her in the
exercise of her
religion
. She attended prayer-meetings when her soul moved
her, and read the Scriptures when and where she pleased.

the established religion

[]国教

natural [revealed] religion

自然[天启]

the life of religion

修道生活



It was one of her practices to have the women-servants for half-an-hour
every Sunday afternoon in the library, and instruct them in the life of
Christ.

Mrs. Barfield's goodness was even as a light upon her little oval
face--reddish hair growing thin at the parting and smoothed back above the
ears, as in an old engraving. Although nearly fifty, her figure was slight
as a young girl's
.

Esther was attracted by the magnetism of racial and
religious affinities; and when their eyes met at prayers there was
acknowledgment of religious kinship.

A glow of happiness filled Esther's
soul, for she knew she was no longer wholly among strangers; she knew they
were united--she and her mistress--under the sweet dominion of Christ
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82 Date: 2008-03-02 10:17:15

my happiest recollections

III

That evening is one of my happiest recollections.

那晚是给我最愉快记忆的夜晚之一。

To
look at Mrs. Barfield filled her, somehow, with
recollections of her pious
childhood; she saw herself in the old shop, moving again in an atmosphere
of prayer, listening to the beautiful story, in the annunciation of which
her life had grown up
.

    • all pious words and uncharitable deeds- Charles Reade.
      所有虔诚的语言和无情的行为——查尔斯·瑞德。
    • He is a pious person to his belief.
      他是一个对其信仰虔诚的人。

She answered her mistress's questions in sweet
light-heartedness of spirit, pleasing her with her knowledge of the Holy
Book.

But in turn the servants had begun to read verses aloud from the New
Testament, and Esther saw that her secret would be torn from her.

Sarah
had read a verse, and Mrs. Barfield had explained it, and now Margaret was
reading. Esther listened, thinking if she might plead illness and escape
from the room; but she could not summon sufficient presence of mind, and
while she was still agitated and debating with herself, Mrs. Barfield
called to her to continue.

She hung down her head, suffocated with the
shame of the exposure, and when Mrs. Barfield told her again to continue
the reading Esther shook her head
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83 Date: 2008-03-02 10:21:47

Can you not read

III  


"Can you not read, Esther?" she heard a kind voice saying; and the sound
of this voice loosed the feelings long pent up, and the girl, giving way
utterly, burst into passionate weeping
.

She was alone with her suffering,
conscious of nothing else, until a kind hand led her from the room, and
this hand soothed away the bitterness of the tittering which reached her
ears as the door closed.

It was hard to persuade her to speak, but even
the first words showed that there was more on the girl's heart than could
be told in a few minutes. Mrs. Barfield determined to take the matter at
once in hand; she dismissed the other servants and returned to the library
with Esther, and in that dim room of little green sofas, bookless shelves,
and bird-cages, the women--mistress and maid--sealed the bond of a
friendship which was to last for life
.

There are many humorous allusions to human foibles in the drama.

剧中多处幽默地提到人类的弱点。

His writings are full of classical allusions.

他的著作里用了很多典故。

1.    Charlie become the victim of this persecution.
卓别林成为这次迫害的牺牲品。

2.    Persecution only rendered them more resolute in their struggle.
迫害只使他们斗争得更加坚决。


Esther told her mistress everything--the work that Mrs.

Latch required of
her, the
persecution
she received from the other servants, principally
because of her religion. In the course of the narrative
allusion
was made
to the race-horses, and Esther saw on Mrs. Barfield's face a look of
grief, and it was clear to what cause Mrs. Barfield attributed the
demoralisation
of her household.


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Defeat demoralized the army

III

There are the homeless, lost and roaming---there are children who have nothing, no love and no normalcy---there are those who cannot free themselves of enslavement to whatever addiction; drugs, welfare, the demoralization that rules the slums.

有无家可归者,穷途潦倒,到处流浪,——还有些孩子被剥夺了一切,没有爱,没有正常生活条件——还有沉溺于各种积习不能自拔的人们:吸毒,寄生,泛滥于贫民窟的堕落行为。

Defeat demoralized the army.

失败使军队士气低落。



"I will teach you how to read, Esther.

Every Sunday after our Bible
instruction you shall remain when the others have left for half-an-hour.
It is not difficult; you will soon learn."

Henceforth, every Sunday afternoon, Mrs. Barfield devoted half-an-hour to
the instruction of her kitchen-maid
.

These half-hours were bright spots of
happiness in the serving-girl's weeks of work--happiness that had been and
would be again.

But although possessing a clear intelligence, Esther did
not make much progress, nor did her diligence seem to help her.

Mrs.
Barfield was puzzled by her pupil's slowness; she ascribed it to her own
inaptitude to teach and the little time for lessons
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85 Date: 2008-03-02 10:25:38

The actor's name eludes me

III

elude: [ i'lju:d, i'lu:d ]   

Esther's


powerlessness to put syllables together,

to grasp the meaning of words,


was very marked
.

Strange it was, no doubt, but all that concerned the
printed page seemed to

embarrass and elude her.


The fox succeeded in eluding the hunters.

狐狸成功地逃脱了猎人的追捕。

记不起

The actor's name eludes me for the moment. ()

我一时想不起那男演员的名字了。


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86 Date: 2008-03-02 10:29:27

erudition came from long years of study

erudition came from long years of study

IV


Esther's position in Woodview was now assured, and her fellow-servants
recognised the fact, though they liked her none the better for it.

Mrs.
Latch still did what she could to prevent her from learning her trade, but
she no longer attempted to overburden her with work.

Of Mr. Leopold she
saw almost as little as she did of the people upstairs.

He passed along
the passages or remained shut up in his pantry.

Ginger used to go there to
smoke; and when the door stood ajar Esther saw his narrow person seated on
the edge of the table, his leg swinging.

5.             The professor's erudition came from long years of study.
这位教授的学问来自长年累月的钻研。

Among the pantry people Mr.
Leopold's
erudition was a constant subject of admiration.

4.           They fancied themselves learned and assumed airs of erudition.
他们自以为有学问,摆出一副博学的样子。

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87 Date: 2008-03-04 13:00:01
chuckled at the funny story
chuckled at the funny story
IV
His
reminiscences of the races of thirty years ago were full of interest; he
had seen the great horses whose names live in the stud-book, the horses
the Gaffer had owned, had trained, had ridden, and he was full of anecdote
concerning them and the Gaffer. Praise of his father's horsemanship always
caused a cloud to gather on Ginger's face, and when he left the pantry
Swindles chuckled.


He chuckled at the funny story.
他听了这个滑稽故事后轻声地笑了。

"Whenever I wants to get a rise out of Ginger I says,
'Ah, we shall never see another gentleman jock who can use the whip at a
finish like the Governor in his best days.'"

She gave a chuckle of delight.

她高兴得笑出声来.


I could hear him chuckling to himself as he read that funny article.

我听到他一边念那篇有趣的文章一边轻轻地笑。


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88 Date: 2008-03-04 13:03:05

Everyone delighted in the pantry

Everyone delighted in the pantry


Everyone delighted in the
pantry, and to make Mr. Leopold comfortable Mr.
Swindles used to bring in the wolf-skin rug that went out with the
carriage, and wrap it round Mr. Leopold's wooden armchair, and the sallow
little man would curl himself up, and, smoking his long clay, discuss the
weights of the next big handicap.

If Ginger contradicted him he would go
to the press and extract from its obscurity a package of _Bell's Life_ or
a file of the _Sportsman_.

Mr. Leopold's
press!

For forty years no one had looked into that press.

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Mr. Leopold guarded it from every gaze, but it seemed to be a much-varied



Her steady gaze did not waver.

她目不转睛地注视著.


Mr. Leopold guarded it from every gaze, but it seemed to be a much-varied
repository from which, if he chose, he could produce almost any trifle
that might be required. It seemed to combine the usefulness of a hardware
shop and a drug store.


My father is a repository of interesting facts.

我父亲有说不完的趣事.


The pantry had its etiquette and its discipline. Jockey boys were rarely
admitted, unless with the intention of securing their services for the
cleaning of boots or knives.

William was very proud of his right of entry.
For that half-hour in the pantry he would willingly surrender the pleasure
of walking in the drove-way with Sarah.

But when Mrs. Latch learnt that he
was there her face darkened, and the noise she then made about the range
with her saucepans was alarming.

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from which, if he chose, he could produce almost any trifle
that might be required. It seemed to combine the usefulness of a hardware
shop and a drug store.

The pantry had its etiquette and its discipline. Jockey boys were rarely
admitted, unless with the intention of securing their services for the
cleaning of boots or knives.

William was very proud of his right of entry.
For that half-hour in the pantry he would willingly surrender the pleasure
of walking in the drove-way with Sarah.

But when Mrs. Latch learnt that he
was there her face darkened, and the noise she then made about the range
with her saucepans was alarming.

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Mrs. Barfield shared her cook's horror of
the pantry, and often spoke of Mr. Leopold as "that little man."


Although
outwardly the family butler, he had never ceased to be the Gaffer's
private servant; he represented the old days of bachelorhood.


Mrs.
Barfield and Mrs. Latch both disliked him. Had it not been for his
influence Mrs. Barfield felt sure her husband would never have returned to
his vice.


Had it not been for Mr. Leopold Mrs. Latch felt that her husband
would never have taken to betting. Legends and mystery had formed around
Mr. Leopold and his pantry, and in Esther's unsophisticated mind this
little room, with its tobacco smoke and glasses on the table, became a
symbol of all that was wicked and dangerous; and when she passed the door
she closed her ears to the loud talk and instinctively lowered her eyes.



The simplest human sentiments were abiding principles in Esther--love of
God, and love of God in the home.

But above this Protestantism was human
nature; and at this time Esther was, above all else, a young girl.

Her
twentieth year thrilled within her; she was no longer weary with work, and
new, rich blood filled her veins.

She sang at her work, gladdened by the
sights and sounds of the yard; the young rooks cawing lustily in the
evergreens, the gardener passing to and fro with plants in his hands, the
white cats licking themselves in the sun or running to meet the young
ladies who brought them plates of milk.

Then the race-horses were always
going to or coming from the downs.


Sometimes they came in so covered with
white mud that part of their toilette was accomplished in the yard; and
from her kitchen window she could see the beautiful creature haltered to
the hook fixed in the high wall, and the little boy in his shirtsleeves
and hitched-up trousers, not a bit afraid, but shouting and quieting him
into submission with the stick when he kicked and bit, tickled by the
washing brush passing under the belly.


Then the wrestling, sparring,
ball-playing of the lads when their work was done, the pale, pathetic
figure of the Demon watching them. He was about to start for Portslade and
back, wrapped, as he would put it, in a red-hot scorcher of an overcoat.

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Esther often longed for a romp with these boys; she was now prime
favourite with them. Once they caught her in the hay yard, and fine sport
it was in the warm hay throwing each other over.


Sometimes her wayward
temper would get the better of her, but her momentary rage vanished at the
sound of laughter.


And after their tussling they would walk a little while
pensively, until perhaps one, with an adroit trip, would send the other
rolling over on the grass, and then, with wild cries, they would run down
the drove-way.


Then there was the day when the Wool-gatherer told her he
was in love, and what fun they had had, and how well she had led him into
belief that she was jealous!


She had taken a rope as if she were going to
hang herself, and having fastened it to a branch, she had knelt down as if
she were saying her prayers. The poor Wool-gatherer could stand it no
longer; he had rushed to her side, swearing that if she would promise not
to hang herself he would never look at another girl again.


The other boys,
who had been crouching in the drove-way, rose up. How they did chaff the
Wool-gatherer! He had burst into tears and Esther had felt sorry for him,
and almost inclined to marry him out of pity for his forlorn condition.

Her life grew happier and happier. She forgot that Mrs. Latch would not
teach her how to make jellies, and had grown somewhat used to Sarah's
allusions to her ignorance. She was still very poor, had not sufficient
clothes, and her life was full of little troubles; but there were
compensations.

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It was to her that Mrs. Barfield always came when she
wanted anything in a hurry, and Miss Mary, too, seemed to prefer to apply
to Esther when she wanted milk for her cats or bran and oats for her
rabbits.


92 Date: 2008-03-05 21:39:49
The Gaffer and his race-horses, the Saint and her greenhouse--so went the
stream of life at Woodview.


What few visitors came were entertained by
Miss Mary in the drawing-room or on the tennis lawn.


Mrs. Barfield saw no
one. She desired to remain in her old gown--an old thing that her daughter
had discarded long ago--pinned up around her, and on her head an old
bonnet with a faded poppy hanging from the crown.

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In such attire she
wished to be allowed to trot about to and fro from her greenhouse to her
potting-shed, watering, pruning, and syringing her plants.


These plants
were dearer than all things to her except her children; she seemed,
indeed, to treat them as if they were children, and with the sun pouring
through the glass down on her back she would sit freeing them from
devouring insects all the day long.


She would carry can after can of water
up the long path and never complain of fatigue. She broke into complaint
only when Miss Mary forgot to feed her pets, of which she had a great
number--rabbits, and cats, and rooks, and all the work devolved upon her.
She could not see these poor dumb creatures hungry, and would trudge to
the stables, coming back laden with trusses of hay.


But it was sometimes
more than a pair of hands could do, and she would send Esther with scraps
of meat and bread and milk to the unfortunate rooks that Mary had so
unmercifully forgotten. "I'll have no more pets," she'd say, "Miss Mary
won't look after them, and all the trouble falls upon me. See these poor
cats, how they come mewing round my skirts."


She loved to expatiate on her
inexhaustible affection for dumb animals, and she continued an anecdotal
discourse till, suddenly wearying of it, she would break off and speak to
Esther about Barnstaple and the Brethren.




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93 Date: 2008-03-05 21:43:35
The Saint loved to hear Esther tell of her father and the little shop
in
Barnstaple, of the prayer-meetings and

the simple earnestness and
narrowness of the faith of those good Brethren.

Circumstances had effaced,
though they had not obliterated, the once sharply-marked

confines of her
religious habits.


Her religion was like a garden--a little less sedulously
tended than of yore, but no whit less fondly loved;


and while listening to
Esther's story she dreamed her own early life over again,


and paused,
laying down her watering-can, penetrated with the happiness


of gentle
memories. So Esther's life grew and was fashioned;


so amid the ceaseless
round of simple daily occupations mistress and maid

learned to know and to
love one another, and became united and strengthfu

l in the tender and

ineffable sympathies of race and religion.


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94 Date: 2008-03-07 13:26:18
The summer drowsed
The summer drowsed
V

    • Drowse away the morning

昏昏沉沉地消磨掉一个上午

2   Oh, no!   Looks like they catch me  drowse.

喔,糟了。他们好像发觉我在打瞌睡



The summer drowsed, baking the turf on the hills,

and after every gallop
the Gaffer passed his fingers

along the fine legs of the crack,
in fear
and apprehension lest he should detect any swelling.


William came every
day for news. He had five shillings on; he stood to win five pounds
ten--quite a little fortune--and he often stopped to ask Esther if

there
was any news as he made his way to the pantry.

She told him that so far as
she knew Silver Braid was all right, and continued shaking the rug.



"You'll never get the dust out of that rug," he said at last,
"here, give
it to me."


She hesitated, then gave it him, and

he beat it against the
brick wall.


"There," he said, handing it back to her,

"that's how I beats
a mat; you won't find much dust in it now."



"Thank you.... Sarah went
by an hour and a half ago."


"Ah, she must have gone to the Gardens.
You have never been to those
gardens, have you?


Dancing-hall, theatre,

9.  a mirage in the Strait of Messina (attributed to the Arthurian sorcerer Morgan le Fay).

9. 墨西拿海峡上的海市蜃楼,据说是由亚瑟王的巫师摩根·李·飞引起的。


10.  Sorcerer and witch doctor, grigri and juju, are still an integral part of the African pattern.

10 . 巫师和巫医,护符和物神仍都是非洲型态不可缺少的部份。


sorcerers--every blessed thing.

But you're that religious, I suppose you wouldn't come?"


"It is only the way you are brought up."


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I daresay they are no worse than any other place.
I daresay they are no worse than any other place.


"Well, will you come?"

"I don't think I should like those Gardens.... But I daresay they are no
worse than any other place. I've heard so much since I was here, that
really----"

"That really what?"

"That sometimes it seems useless like to be particular."

"Of course--all rot. Well, will you come next Sunday?"

"Certainly not on Sunday."

The Gaffer had engaged him as footman: his livery would be ready by
Saturday, and he would enter service on Monday week. This reminded them
that henceforth they would see each other every day, and, speaking of the
pain it would give his mother when he came running downstairs to go out
with the carriage, he said--

"It was always her idea that I shouldn't be a servant, but I believe in
doing what you gets most coin for doing. I should like to have been a
jockey, and I could have ridden well enough--the Gaffer thought better at
one time of my riding than he did of Ginger's. But I never had any luck;
when I was about fifteen I began to grow.... If I could have remained like
the Demon----"

Esther looked at him, wondering if he were speaking seriously, and really
wished away his splendid height and shoulders.

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A few days later he tried to persuade her to take a ticket in a shilling
sweepstakes which



he was getting up among the out and the indoor servants.
She pleaded poverty--



her wages would not be due till the end of August.

But William offered to lend her the money, and he pressed the hat
containing the bits of paper on which were written

the horses' names so
insinuatingly upon her that a sudden impulse to oblige him came over her,
and before she had time to think

she had put her hand in the hat and taken
a number.

"Come, none of your betting and gambling in my kitchen," said Mrs. Latch,
turning from her work. "Why can't you leave that innocent girl alone?"

"Don't be that disagreeable, mother; it ain't betting, it's a
sweepstakes."

"It is all the same," muttered Mrs. Latch; "it always begins that way, and
it goes on from bad to worse. I never saw any good come from it, and
Heaven knows I've seen enough misfortune."

Margaret and Sarah paused, looking at her open-mouthed, a little
perplexed, holding the numbers they had drawn in both hands.


Esther had
not unfolded hers. She looked at Mrs. Latch and regretted having taken the
ticket in the lottery.


She feared jeers from Sarah, or from Grover, who
had just come in, for her inability to read the name of the horse she had
drawn. Seeing her dilemma, William took her paper from her.

"Silver Braid.... by Jingo! She has got the right one."


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At that moment the sound of hoofs was heard in the yard, and the servants
flew to the window.

"He'll win," cried William, leaning over the women's backs, waving his
bony hand to the Demon, who rode past on Silver Braid. "The Gaffer will
bring him to the post as fit as a fiddle."

"I think he will," said Mr. Leopold. "The rain has done us a lot of good;
he was beginning to go a bit short a week ago. We shall want some more
rain. I should like to see it come down for the next week or more."

Mr. Leopold's desires looked as if they were going to be fulfilled.


The
heavens seemed to have taken the fortunes of the stable in hand.


Rain fell
generally in the afternoon and night, leaving the mornings fine, and
Silver Braid went the mile gaily, becoming harder and stronger.


And in the
intermittent swish of showers blown up from the sea Woodview grew joyous,
and a conviction of ultimate triumph gathered and settled on every face
except Mrs. Barfield's and Mrs.


Latch's. And askance they looked at the
triumphant little butler. He became more and more the topic of
conversation.

He seemed to hold the thread of their destiny in his press.
Peggy was especially afraid of him.

And, continuing her confidences to the under-housemaid, the young lady
said, "I like to know things for the pleasure of talking about them, but
he for the pleasure of holding his tongue." Peggy was Miss Margaret
Barfield, a cousin, the daughter of a rich brewer. "If he brings in your
letters in the morning he hands them to you just as if he knew whom they
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"He hates women, Miss; he never lets us near his pantry, and he keeps
William there talking racing."


"Ah, William is very different. He ought never to have been a servant. His
family was once quite as good as the Barfields."


"So I have heard, Miss. But the world is that full of ups and downs you
never can tell who is who.

But we all likes William and 'ates that little
man and his pantry. Mrs. Latch calls him the 'evil genius.'"


A furtive and clandestine little man, ashamed of his women-folk and
keeping them out of sight as much as possible.

His wife a pale, dim woman,
tall as he was short, preserving still some of the graces of the
lady's-maid, shy either by nature or by the severe rule of her lord,

always anxious to obliterate herself against the hedges when you met her
in the lane or against the pantry door when any of the family knocked to
ask for hot water, or came with a letter for the post.

By nature a
bachelor, he was instinctively ashamed of his family, and when the

weary-looking wife, the thin, shy girl, or the corpulent, stupid-faced son
were with him and he heard steps outside,
he would come out like a little
wasp, and, unmistakably resenting the intrusion, would ask what was
wanted.

If it were Ginger, Mr. Leopold would say, "Can I do anything for you, Mr.
Arthur?"

"Oh, nothing, thank you; I only thought that----" and Ginger would invent
some paltry excuse and slink away to smoke elsewhere.

Every day, a little before twelve, Mr. Leopold went out for his morning
walk; every day if it were fine

you would meet him at that hour in the
lane either coming from or going to Shoreham.


For thirty years he had done
his little constitutional, always taking the same road, always starting
within a few minutes of twelve, always returning in time to lay the cloth
for lunch at half-past one.

The hour between twelve and one

he spent in
the little cottage which he rented from the squire for his wife and
children, or in the "Red Lion," where
he had a glass of beer and talked
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"There he goes, off to the 'Red Lion,'" said Mrs. Latch.

"They try to get
some information out of him, but he's too sharp for them, and he knows it;
that's what

he goes there for--just for the pleasure of seeing them
swallow the lies he tells them....


He has been telling them lies about the
horses for the last twenty years, and still he get them to

believe what he
says.

It is a cruel shame!

It was the lies he told poor Jackson about Blue
Beard that made the poor man back the horse

for all he was worth."


"And the horse didn't win?"

"Win! The master didn't even intend to run him, and
Jackson lost all he
had, and more.

He went down to the river and drowned himself.
John Randal
has that man's death on his conscience.

But his conscience don't trouble
him much; if it did he'd be in his grave long ago.
Lies, lies, nothing but
lies!
But I daresay I'm too 'ard on him; isn't lies our natural lot?
What
is servants for but to lie when it is in their master's interest, and to
be a confidential servant is to be the Prince of liars!"


"Perhaps he didn't know the 'orse was scratched."

"I see you are falling in nicely with the lingo of the trade."


"Oh," replied Esther, laughing; "one never hears anything else; one picks
it up without knowing.
Mr. Leopold is very rich, so they say.

The boys
tell me that he won a pile over the City and Suburban, and has thousands
in the bank."


"So some says; but who knows what he has?
One hears of the winnings, but

they say very little about the losings."



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The boys were playing ball in the stables,

but she did not feel as if she

wanted to romp with them. There was a stillness and a sweetness abroad
which penetrated and absorbed her.
She moved towards the paddock gate; the
pony and the donkey came towards her, and she rubbed their muzzles in
turn.
It was a pleasure to touch anything, especially anything alive.
She
even noticed that the elm trees were strangely tall and still against the
calm sky, and the rich odour of some carnations
which came through the
bushes from the pleasure-ground excited her;
the scent of earth and leaves
tingled in her, and the cawing of the rooks
coming home took her soul away
skyward in an exquisite longing; she was,
at the same time, full of
romantic love for the earth, and of a desire to mix herself with the
innermost essence of things.

The beauty of the evening and the sea breeze
instilled a sensation of immortal health, and
she wondered if a young man
came to her as young men

came to the great ladies in Sarah's books, how it
would be to talk in the dusk,
seeing the bats flitting and the moon rising
through the branches.

The family was absent from Woodview, and

she was free to enjoy the beauty
of every twilight and every rising moon for still another week.
But she
wearied for a companion.

Sarah and Grover were far too grand to walk out
with her; and

Margaret had a young man who came to fetch her, and in their
room at night she related all he had said.

But for Esther there was
nothing to do all the long summer evenings but to sit at the kitchen
window sewing.
Her hands fell on her lap, and her heart heaved a sigh of
weariness.

In all this world there was nothing for her to do but to
continue her sewing or to go for a walk on the hill.
She was tired of that
weary hill!
But she could not sit in the kitchen till bedtime.
She might
meet the old shepherd coming home with his sheep, and she put a piece of
bread in her pocket for his dogs and strolled up the hill-side.

Margaret
had gone down to the Gardens.
One of these days a young man would come to
take her out.
What would he be like?
She laughed the thought away.
She did
not think that any young man would bother much about her.
Happening at
that moment to look round, she saw a man coming through the hunting gate.

His height and shoulders told her that he was William.
"Trying to find
Sarah," she thought.
"I must not let him think I am waiting for him."
She
continued her walk, wondering if he were following,
afraid to look round.

At last she fancied she could hear footsteps;
her heart beat faster.
He
called to her.



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