主题：(参赛)Maybe you don't know my heart

Maybe you don't know my heart
(中文在2楼)

With the changes of the time and the space,we may forget too many people ,and too many things.
Today we can only imagine about our first teacher who blames us may only just for an unnamed case through the survival of our childhood's memory ,also,it is hard to find such a kind of feeling to describe my heart when I obtain high mark in my middle school's time,cause we will never know there are so much frustration in our future,we really miss too much mirth which should belong to us, before the boom is found,the vernal flower has been seared stealthily ,and our college's time  is  also fleeting within a seirous of chemic reactions,similarly ,it is difficult to remind you of some rememberable things,even if we have been moved by him at that time,what's more,and many close buddies yesterday whose silhouette is being becoming darker and darker...
Maybe the incident which is reminded by your dream will hurt your heart deeply.
Maybe everyone of us has something to do with treachery when we are young,feeling the difference from others,under the dress of the Hip-hop,loving and hating without a veil,and fighting is just a dish of case for us,we do believe that there will be a day when we can do something earthshaking,in addition, the indoctrination from our relations will never touch us,finally,how many of us can really make the ridiculous dreams become true,just as currently, we all have our own idols,we pretend to be the hero who is in our mind at anywhere,trusting there will be a day when we can become him,nevertheless,we lost ourselves and slatered too much bloom in such a crazy chase,I have a close firend,he is a kind of person who is former day's me,however ,and me ?I dare not thinking about it,but it can be told in a altisonant way,this is also called a kind of society,but no one saving the idol will be the leading actor,as a result, it is fated not be yours at the begining...
Maybe you will feel deeply regret when you are reminded of something.
There is no wonder that human is a kind of strange animal,I remember a famous author is named 'MaoDun',on the other hand,it is said that  to be a human sometimes is equal to be many inconsistencies, maybe today we laugh at a person ,just cause we deem him who always do something stupid,but many years later,when we are remind of such a person,we have to admit that the veriest stupid person are just oueselves,a proverb said by a former philosopher is that,still water runs deep ,but the world is no longer the world our philosopher had mentioned about,the world is becoming smaller and smaller,what about you...
Sometimes it will give you feeling of delicacy when you are reminded of something.
I still remember a cold evening in 2003's winter,when the snowflake was blusterous in the sky,and when the road was much pale owning to the ice on the ground, and I had only two choices in front of me,going abroad or pursuing a postgraduate degree,maybe others didn't know my suffering,but I did,for my English was so poor that whichever I chose ,it would not be avail for me at last,I participated in a series of English classes,reading and writing all day long,I was very sorry that I had troubled too many friends, as a result ,I could simply communite with our foreign professor,but the problem was not simple,I got a low mark in my Toefl test,thanked to the language class in the school abroad,I arrived at Quebec three monthes later,my first impression about this city was cold, since my hometown is located in the south of the Yangtze River, I have to imagine what does the 'heavy snow' mean cause there are always snowing lightly,to my surprise,almost half a year it was heavy snowing in the city,and it did really satisfy my desire about the snow,furthermore,we also had a long holiday,when I got there,most of my classmates were prepared for their vacation ,so I could asked for help from the senior,  maybe I was not tall but sometimes the snow on the ground was taller than me,actually ,I had a good time when I stayed with my friends for we have a common language named chinese,the language class was simple for me,but the teacher was serious,whether you passed the course or not was depended on her, so you'd better don't offend her,thank godness, I passed this class at first time after a few monthes,then began with the other courses,it was said that chinese students abroad was the most assiduous in the world,and that was ture,usually,we didn't have a strong suit in the ability of a foreign language,since it asked for some understanding in our course,so I had to borrowed the note from others when I first went to class,how times fly,my GPA first was above 4.0 at that time,I phoned my relations,telling them I was okey there,but in the first evening of that holiday,a fire broke out in our dorm,I couldn't find my passport after the incident,though most of our res were moved outside,maybe it was burnt out or was lost at somewhere,but it told me that I couldn't stay longer in this city,we comforted each other for a while,''Goodbye! Quebec;Goodbye! Buddies ;Goodbye! My college''.I might be back in the future to complete my course about MBA .

I have doubted about "Knowledge can change your destiny",but I never quit,I have doubted about "Your hands will create your fate",but I never stop.

This article is writen for Icibaers who are still working hard for their English,just don't give up easily, for your future,and for some rememberable things in your memory.
最后由 半两花雕 于 2007-12-10 23:11:18编辑